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Jul 24, 2012 20:00:24 GMT -5
Post by Revera on Jul 24, 2012 20:00:24 GMT -5
Okay. Who is black in relation to you?
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Jul 24, 2012 23:04:19 GMT -5
Post by Ghost Nightshade on Jul 24, 2012 23:04:19 GMT -5
Black aka Lilian is my God sister. Made a promise to her brother I take care of her and protect her.
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Jul 26, 2012 9:32:44 GMT -5
Post by Revera on Jul 26, 2012 9:32:44 GMT -5
My lord I missed a lot last night!
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Jul 26, 2012 9:35:19 GMT -5
Post by Ghost Nightshade on Jul 26, 2012 9:35:19 GMT -5
lol u did
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Jul 26, 2012 10:00:34 GMT -5
Post by Freyja on Jul 26, 2012 10:00:34 GMT -5
Read and give me your honest opinion on what should I do.... ******** All worlds’s a stage, and that is very much true. We are all actors, born with scripts in our minds and hearts.
Many act as if they're the leaning shoulder, the helping hand. Not everyone is a lie though. No, I won't go that far. I'm not that far gone. Just over the brink, tettering on the edge of a dark smoldering hole.
People say be strong. They say that just to show you that they care when they really don't. Hurt is all that they bring you. I'm not blaming all of you. I'm not blaming any of you. I probably don't mean anything to you. If I had, then things would be different. Someone would have reached out.
The happy memories soon fade away and the memories of horror and darkness consume my mind.
Sometimes I'm afraid of closing my eyes because if I do, my mind will wander to the painful past. I'm tired of walking on with no one to talk or vent. I'm tired of caging in these feelings..... But I don't want others to be hurt in my rampage. None of you deserve that.
Each day, I slip deeper, further into the abyss of hell.
I need saving from this dark smoldering hole. I need a hand to reach out and grab mine before I fall. But I know that the hand I want will never come. I've brought too much hurt to be a burden.
No, I'm not going crazy. I'm no insane. Far from it actually.
And I am tired, all so tired of trying to hold on and fight.
I am about ready to raise the white flag and surrender this losing war.
A smile is an easy disguise to hide the shattered soul. Words are just a tune people hear, oblivious to the meaning underneath. No one really understands. No one really cares.
Would it matter at all if I wandered off? Would it matter at all if I wasn’t here tomorrow?
But I know it is already over....
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Jul 26, 2012 15:41:14 GMT -5
Post by Revera on Jul 26, 2012 15:41:14 GMT -5
That sounds like a suicide note! Are you okay? I know we don't really know each other but I can't bare to see someone hurting. Let me know if I can help in any way. I can be the one to fight for you or the shoulder to cry on when you just need to talk. I warn you I'll be blunt about what I say but I keep my promises Cross and I promise you I will do anything in my power to help you.
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Jul 26, 2012 15:48:18 GMT -5
Post by Ghost Nightshade on Jul 26, 2012 15:48:18 GMT -5
Note to all, Black is in the hospital again, her cousin's ex-wife took things too far she couldn't handle it so she attempted to hang herself. Good news she is going to make a full recovery, no brain injury or anything severe so in the meantime, Black has given me permission to god her character until she feels better.
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Jul 26, 2012 15:50:49 GMT -5
Post by Revera on Jul 26, 2012 15:50:49 GMT -5
Ummm okay?
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Jul 26, 2012 15:53:17 GMT -5
Post by 24paperwings on Jul 26, 2012 15:53:17 GMT -5
O.o what! hey look make sure black gets this message but tell her that whoever that bitch of an ex wife is it isn't worth killing herself! i'll do the best i can to help her out when she needs it tell her to email me if she needs to!
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Jul 26, 2012 15:54:45 GMT -5
Post by Ghost Nightshade on Jul 26, 2012 15:54:45 GMT -5
Ok
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Jul 27, 2012 2:00:57 GMT -5
Post by ienzodarkness on Jul 27, 2012 2:00:57 GMT -5
What!? Tell black that even though we haven't met that I love her,and that I really hope she's ok
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Jul 28, 2012 0:08:27 GMT -5
Post by Freyja on Jul 28, 2012 0:08:27 GMT -5
I have returned. Though I am still very much depressed, I am doing to try and take my mind off of my family drama. I am so lucky I have such good friends (:
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Jul 28, 2012 0:10:00 GMT -5
Post by ladywolf on Jul 28, 2012 0:10:00 GMT -5
welcome back love, we are grateful you are all right
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Jul 28, 2012 0:11:30 GMT -5
Post by Freyja on Jul 28, 2012 0:11:30 GMT -5
(: it's good to be back, I sure have missed alot
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Jul 28, 2012 0:23:08 GMT -5
Post by ienzodarkness on Jul 28, 2012 0:23:08 GMT -5
So glad that you're alright
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