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Post by balor on Mar 10, 2013 17:50:07 GMT -5
Balor trotted up the frozan mountains with the black eyed she wolf at his side. His heavy fur already held the streaks of snow from the northern wind. Finally he stopped and looked back at the silver wolf in the snow. "We are going to find Kit heere." He barked assuredly
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Post by Myria on Mar 10, 2013 19:06:53 GMT -5
Myria had sprinted from the den, but had to slow her pace as she traversed the still-icy and snow-covered mountainside. Her paws were light, but the cold wind hindered her speed. Come on! Move faster, body! I have a promise to keep to Revera! she mentally urged herself as she pressed further upwards.
Eventually, the grey beta made it to the summit, where Kit and Balor were already present. Huffing out hot air that condensed in the wind, the female padded towards the two wolves, her muscles burning; regardless, she was determined to help Kit through this hard time.
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Post by balor on Mar 10, 2013 21:29:53 GMT -5
Balor stood before the silver white female. Her pain flew off her in waves and collided with his own ancient fears and breaks. There was no reason for the Watcher to trust him, yet she came here. "Kit is here." He whispered crossing before her and blocking the wind and snow from her. "She's in the wind, and the crunch of the snow beneath your paws." His voice was a whisper against the ghostly wolf's ears. "Can you hear her? She's calling, take a moment and listen." He pulled away letting the wind and the snow take its course.
Then he saw Myria coming up the mountain. A warmth he wasn't expecting followed her approach. For a moment he watched her come forward then shook himself out and spoke. "She's very far away from herself. It'll be good to have her here. She'll heal. I'm surprised Revera would leave her with me though. She knows I'm here right?" He barked.
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Post by Myria on Mar 10, 2013 21:37:17 GMT -5
Myria nodded at the male.
Yes, she's aware. She was unsure of my decision, but she trusts me. She told me to bring her Kit home.
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Post by balor on Mar 10, 2013 21:40:03 GMT -5
"Her Kit. She's very protective." Balor thought aloud. He sighed and watched the young wolf mourn for love and the loss of herself. This is what Love does. The black wolf thought sadly. "I hope we can pull her around."
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Post by Myria on Mar 10, 2013 21:42:24 GMT -5
The beta cocked her head. You sounded so certain that she would heal when I first arrived. Is Balor the Great having doubts? she questioned, a tinge of a tease in her voice. Shaking her head, she padded towards Kit and sat near her, waiting.
Alpha, Beta, please bring Kit back to us. Show her the path home.
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Post by balor on Mar 10, 2013 21:45:45 GMT -5
"I had to be sure. Or she wouldn't have come." He barked, but he doubted that Myria heard him and certainly Kit didn't. He watched the gray wolf walk to her packmate. The female's didn't seem close. No closer than she would be with any other.
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Post by Myria on Mar 10, 2013 21:50:46 GMT -5
The beta padded closer to Kit and brushed her pelt against the silver wolf's. She placed her cheek to Kit's and held her muzzle near the younger female's ear.
Kit? It's Myria. Revera wants you to come back home. I know you can hear me...we are all worried about you. Come back to us, please. the beta's voice was soft, but she knew that her words would travel to the other female, hopefully stirring some life from her.
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Post by kitkattish on Mar 11, 2013 0:52:55 GMT -5
Kit was frozen, but not from the cold. Her heart was frozen and had cracks in them. Only a matter of time before they splintered fully and broke, destroying her. At Balor's words about finding Kit, she looked around trying to see if she could find herself. Wind....snow..... Kit thought, her eyes dull and unenthusiastic. She tried to feel everything...but she couldn't. At myria's words, Kit stiffened again. Revera....mom. Wants me back when I'm lost? I don't want.....
Kit looked up at Balor and opened her mouth. "I can't feel her presence...." she whispered, fearfully. "i can't feel Kit's glow, I can't feel her!"
Luna...Is she okay? Luna...Where was she? "Luna..." Kit murmured, afraid. She needed her friend there. Luna would know where Kit was. She would know.
Kit shook her head at Myria. "NO! Mom can't see me like this. She can't! I lost Kit...what will she say?" Kit whimpered, shaking where she stood.
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Post by ienzodarkness on Mar 11, 2013 2:06:01 GMT -5
Luna stayed,hidden in the hiding place she'd found herself,watching the activity between her Uncle,friend,and Beta. It pained her to see Kit like this,but she wasn't going out to comfort her. Not until it was the right time. Listening intently to the group's conversation,she admitted she was being rather rude,but that wasn't going to be counted for something like this. Hearing what her friend said,she spoke,softly. It's hard to feel a glow,when you feel like the one that gave it to you is gone She got up from her hiding spot,padding silently towards her friend. She stopped a little way from her,holding back all her pain. Kit needed her. You haven't lost Kit,Ocean Waters she murmured. Kit is hidden. She is hidden,because the fear,and the sorrow,and the pain is surrounding her,and she doesn't know what to do. I can't blame her,because,it is scary. It's so scary She sat down,feeling her heart ram against her chest. What would happen? What would happen to her friend? And... Luna silently inhaled. It's...It's alright to be scared. And lost. And confused. And fearful. Kit has been through so much pain,and so much hurt,and seen things that some of us can only see in our nightmares...But we all love you. Kovu loves you. He fell in love with you,because he could see what you were really like,through all the hurt,and pain,Ocean Waters. We grew to love you,because even though you had been through so much...You could still smile She rose,and hesitantly moved to Kit's side,sitting beside her. It's okay to feel pain,Ocean Waters she whispered in her ear. It's okay to be scared. It's okay to be sad. It's okay to cry. (Over the top ._.)
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Post by kitkattish on Mar 11, 2013 2:35:22 GMT -5
(awww Luna that was so sweeet! ♥)
Kit's ears pricked a little when she heard her friend. She turned her empty black eyes to look at luna. "Kit is hidden and I can't find her. She's lost...." Kit whispered, her voice shaking. "Ocean Waters disappeared with...with her... "
she shook her head at Luna and felt her tears springing into her eyes. "No! It's NOT okay! I can't lose her. " Kit couldn't say anything more but she stood still as tears flowed slowly out of her eyes. There was a lump in her throat and Kit felt as though she was dying. "No.no, no, no no no no no no....." Kit whimpered. And then she looked around at them all.
"The worst thing is that I can't hate the monsters....because....I've seen....and...they're not...all bad...." Kit hiccoughed. She took a deep breath and tried to see past the emptiness.
"I can't see anything."
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Post by ienzodarkness on Mar 11, 2013 2:48:13 GMT -5
Luna felt her heart crack. Her friend was dying...And Luna couldn't bring back the wolf that could save her. No,Ocean Waters hasn't. Kitkattish is in there somewhere,and I know Ocean Waters is still there,strong she said softly. She huddled closer to Kit,looking into her black eyes. If Ocean Waters was gone,then you wouldn't be refusing..You wouldn't be this strong. You want to find Kit,and it is going to be hard...It is going to be so hard. And I understand that through a different concept,Ocean Waters Hearing what Kit said about the Monsters,she stiffened slightly. Listen to me,Ocean Waters she said,glancing at Myria. Listen. There are some good wolves,and some bad wolves,right? But,that doesn't make us all think that all wolves are bad. It's the same. We don't know how many...Monsters,there are out here..They are like us in a way. Some are good,some are bad She winced,unable to tear her gaze from Kit. Hate the bad ones. Appreciate the good ones. But I'm telling you now,we are going to avenge him. Kovu She watched Kit's reaction patiently. What happened to Kovu is unfortunate,and sad,and....Hard. Very,hard. And I would,I would so badly,follow after those Monsters and get him back for you Ocean Waters...But their scents are meshed together,and seem to run around in circles. You can't see anything. It's because everything's blurry,and faded,and it's hard to think straight when something like this happens to you. You feel so lost,and scared,and feel like nothing can ever heal you,but you yearn for yourself to return An image of Rayne flashed through her mind,before she continued. Ocean Waters...He's still here. You're sad,because you loved him,but that means...He's still here She raised her paw and pointed to Kit's chest. He's always there,Ocean Waters. Kovu is always there,in your memory,in your heart,in your soul. He isn't going to leave you
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Post by balor on Mar 11, 2013 4:11:40 GMT -5
Balor blinked in surprise at his nieces wise words. He could see it working on the black eyed she wolf. The faults in Kits heart were linking back if even a little. Silently he padded up and brushed Myrias back with his muzzle to motion her away. Luna had done the right thing in coming. Now it would be a friends love to heal what true loove had broken.
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Post by ienzodarkness on Mar 11, 2013 4:21:41 GMT -5
Luna glanced up,seeing Balor's actions. She stared at him,with a hidden respect,if only for a second,before placing her paw over Kit's,looking gently into her eyes. Maybe there is something to him...
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Post by kitkattish on Mar 11, 2013 5:31:19 GMT -5
Kit stared at Luna, her friend's words sinking in. Kit sniffled and then she moved clser to Luna, burying her face in her best friend's pelt. Kit sobbed, her body raking with the pain that she felt. It felt nothing like when Misty left her. Nothing compares to this pain.... Kit thought. She breathed in, her body shaken, her head in a mess and her heart dangerously cracked. After she cried everything that she had, all the love and pain for Kovu, Kit lifted her head up. Her blue eyes were back but it was tinged with a darkness around the bright border of the irses, making it look like she could sccumb to the grief anytime.
"I found her." Kit whispered, pulling back and looking up at her friend, the new change in her eyes quite shocking. "But she feels so easy to let go of. It's like....if I don't watch her, she'll disappear again..." Kit said. She looked at Luna and attempted a smile. It was moreof a grimace.
"I could drown any minute, Luna. The darkness is like water....and it's surrounding me. I can't stay out of it for long..." Kit cringed, painfully. Her voice was dull and soft. And then she looked up at Luna, her blue black eyes wide and terrified as she realized something.
"I can't sense him, Luna! I can't...feel Kovu..anywhere! He's...not here! I can't howl him up the moon trail! They took him far ...far away. He's dead and I can't howl him up...." Kit stoped and took a deep breath. May Alpha and Beta watch over my love, Kovu... Kit thought, sending her thoughts to the sky where she felt Alpha and Beta were.
"I'm strong..." Kit murmured, looking at her friend. "Forgive me if I can't...smile yet. I can't...be myself without him anymore. Luna....can you forgive me for....everything?" Kit whispered, her blue-black eyes looking into Luna's with sadness. "I don't want to lose you too, Luna. You're like the only white star in my world of darkness..." Kit murmured. She licked her friend's cheek. "Luna, the White Star. You will be there to save everyone when a world of darkness engulfs everyone..."
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