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Post by ienzodarkness on Mar 11, 2013 5:45:50 GMT -5
Luna swallowed the lump in her throat,allowing Kit to cry into her chest. When she pulled away,the larger wolf listened to Kit's words,and felt her heart shudder. It's like that. It's like that for quite a long time she said quietly,blinking down at her. But Kit isn't going to disappear. Because she can't. She can only be plunged into the dark and surrounded by horrible,negative thoughts,haunting you like a dream. She doesn't disappear. She just gets trapped Sighing softly,she nuzzled her friend softly. Poor Kit..She can't even howl him up the Moon Trail... I'm sorry... she whispered,feeling a tear finally manage to run down her cheek. I'm sorry you can't howl him up the Moon Trail...I'm sorry I couldn't go after those Monsters to get him back for you... Listening to all of Kit's words,she shifted. I have nothing to forgive you for,Kitkattish she barked solemnly. You have no reason to apologize to me. It's completely fine with me if you can't smile yet. I know I couldn't smile a true smile when I was hurt emotionally,and truthfully,it's still hard now. Kit,I don't care how long it takes... She breathed deeply,regaining herself. I'm never going to leave you Kit. I'm not leaving anyone from our pack. Her heart bloomed with pride yet sadness when Kit said about her being a White Star. I'll always be there to light up the sky when the darkness seems too much she whispered. Especially for you,the one that will always be apart of my Ocean.
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Post by kitkattish on Mar 11, 2013 5:57:30 GMT -5
Kit looked at her friend and then nuzzled her. "Take care of Ky, well, Luna. You never know when you lose your tomorrow..." Kit murmured. She stayed huddled with her friend a long while, allowing luna's words to slowly mend into her heart. "I love you so much, Luna," Kit whispered to her friend, licking the tear away from Luna's face.
"You didn't have to try to find him...the monsters are not worth you losing your life. Thank you...for being here for me," kit whispered, looking up a her friend with eyes filled with gratitude. She turned her eyes towards bAlor and myria and dipped her head in silent apology. "I'm sorry...to have caused you trouble..." she murmured, softly.
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Post by ienzodarkness on Mar 11, 2013 6:06:26 GMT -5
Luna felt a sharp pain pierce her heart. Ky...We need to get to know each other better. Before it's too late. Before...Before one of us is gone I love you too,Ocean Waters she murmured back,tail flicking Kit's comfortingly. And I did have to. Kovu was your mate...And mine and Ky's friend...I needed to try. Don't thank me for being here either she added,nuzzling Kit. I am doing it because I willingly want to. I will always be here for you,through all the pain and trouble we ensue,because you always did the same for me She looked up at Myria and Balor,blinking slowly.
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Post by balor on Mar 11, 2013 7:40:30 GMT -5
Balor watched the two females interact but the wind stole their words from his ears. Still he didnt approach. Neither of these females had a true connection to him. It wasnt his place to ask where the blue black eyed wolf was standing. Gently ge nudged Myria forward and sat with his tail against his hip.
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Post by Myria on Mar 11, 2013 8:34:36 GMT -5
The beta had moved away with Balor, had sat and watched the two friends interact. Myria had been relieved to see Luna, and even moreso when Kit had returned. She felt Balor nudge her again, but she couldn't find it in her to be angry at him; he was wise, and had been through much. She was almost certain that these events reopened his own wounds.
Moving forward, the beta smiled at Kit and Luna. Ready to go home?
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Post by ienzodarkness on Mar 11, 2013 8:53:45 GMT -5
Luna looked to Myria and smiled wryly. She was grateful for the Beta to be here. She looked at Kit for a moment,before looking back to the Grey Phantom. Well,that all depends on Kit,here she said softly,surprised at her own voice. She only did that to be comforting,like just previously. Clearing her throat awkwardly,she turned her gaze to Kit,honestly too embarrassed to actually look at Myria. Are you ready to return home,Kit? she barked not unkindly.
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Post by kitkattish on Mar 11, 2013 12:19:34 GMT -5
Kit looked around and then at her friend. "No. I can't look at everyone just yet..." Kit muttered, thinking of her siblings. She didnt want them to see this Kit. She wanted to be the fun and loving Kot that they knew...
Kot's blue black eyes flickered to the bear of the wolf. "I would like to speak to...him, please. Both of you can go ahead," Kit said softly. She looked to Balor with a an unreadable expression. ..
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Post by Myria on Mar 11, 2013 14:21:33 GMT -5
The timber beta glanced back at Balor, her expression neutral but her thoughts were surprised. I will respect Kit's wishes...perhaps she has something important to discuss with Balor. Nodding her head at Kit, she gave her a gentle nudge before turning to Luna and indicating that the duo should leave for the den.
As she passed by Balor, she gave him an encouraging smile before disappearing down the mountainside.
(Transition-Falls Den)
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Post by balor on Mar 11, 2013 16:29:08 GMT -5
Balor managed to keep the look of surprise froms face but only just. When the two females had descended the slope he turned to the young wolf. His ears pricked to listen.
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Post by ienzodarkness on Mar 11, 2013 17:26:15 GMT -5
Luna nodded,her eyes flickering to Balor's. Looking to Myria,she obediently followed after,her tail brushing Kit's as she left. (Transition)
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Post by kitkattish on Mar 12, 2013 0:54:42 GMT -5
Kit looked to Balor and bowed her head in respect. Then she met his multi-colour eyes with her own blue-black ones. "You have tried to help me get out of....the darkness. Even though you don't know me, yet you tried to help me. "
Kit stayed where she was and she looked around from where she stood, her aching heart never ceasing. "I know a lot about you that you have yet to share with others," Kit murmured. Her blue black eyes flickered to the older wolf. "You love one but she loves another, isn't that so?" Kit sat on her haunches and her eyes followed the retreating backs of Luna and Myria.
Kit turned to Balor yet again and spoke up. "I feel indebted to you. If you haven't said anything, I wouldn't have been able to stir up to Luna's words. I would have stayed in the darkness and lost myself again."
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Post by balor on Mar 12, 2013 5:33:55 GMT -5
"I cant deny the words of a Watcher." The black wolf barked respectfully. He tried to hide the racing pain in his chest from speaking of his beloved Cash even in reference. She knew his pain even if he didnt fully understand it. With a sigh the black wolf sat among the snow his eyes ridged to the pale form. "I had to try Kit. I lived in the darkness that held you for so long and no one saved me. Its harder when you have to rescue yourself, but you dont have to make it up to me. This old bear would take your friendship over any pentance miss Kit." He barked drawing an honest smile across hisface. "give me that and we will be even."
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Post by kitkattish on Mar 12, 2013 11:02:15 GMT -5
"I don't offer pentance but my trust and friendship." Kit said quietly. She couldn't bring it in her to smile yet so she gave up. However her wise eyes cleared a little. "You yourself is still partly trapped in the darkness even if you act as though you don't. But she will save you and you will feel again, stronger than you do now." Kit said. Then she cocked her head a little. "Good job in bringing the three packs together. They will be stronger now than ever before...." Kit said, softly praising him. "Alpha and Beta are pleased with your work...." she said, feeling the gentle glow from around her. They were with them now.
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Post by balor on Mar 12, 2013 13:49:07 GMT -5
The black wolf shrugged and shook out his snow fluffed fur. "My journey in darkness will probably never end, Great Watcher. No matter what Cash does." He barked turning his green blue eyes her way. "I can only be strong and hope to move along with my life." He pawed the snow before him, not hiding his discomfort at this situation. There was much he wanted to ask, but nothing he was really willing to know. "Thank you for your friendship, Kit. I will cherish it, and I hope you will do the same."
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Post by kitkattish on Mar 12, 2013 13:57:00 GMT -5
Kit looked at Balor and after a pause she smiled. Her first real smile after the depression. "I cherish all friendship bonds and yours will be no different..." Kit said, smiling softly. She shook out her fur and looked around, feeling a soft gow of hope in her chest. Her eyes lightened a bit but did not lose the black blue rings. "There is hope everywhere." She said.
Kit walked up to Balor and looked up at him. "Hope is not all gone yet. My mate has yet to be confirmed dead. I see that now. The hope that he might still be...somewhere...alive.....is strong. It won't shake my belief that he will return."
Kit looked to Balor and gave him a light teasing smile that was forced. "Tell me what's on your mind, Balor the Great." And then she shook her head, recalling what Balor said about Cash. "She will not be the one to save you. It is another."
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